Wednesday, March 29, 2006

these eyes


This will sound freaky, but my eyes used to be more hazel and would change colour to a deep green when i was aroused or excited, well after i saw phi perform in a show called 'Walt and Roy', where he played "Walt Disney"; i couldn't take my eyes off him, he was like this tall dark haired magnet, charged with charisma- he seemed to be vibrating on that stage, and he was sending his vibes straight to me- i could feel flutters of excitement in my tummy, and i couldn't sit still- my thighs kept tightening up, and kind of twitching, i had to squeeze them together to release the tension. This went on for pretty much the entire first act, i was feeling really flushed, and remember thinking 'o my gawd i think i'm gonna cum.' At intermission i had a quick glass of white wine-(dangerous), and i went back in the theatre, it wasn't a full house, so i sat a little closer for the second act.(more dangerous) Why? because the same thing happened all over again, only this time i came-twice, twice with muffled groans escaping from my throat. So after the show i ducked into the bathroom to really freshen up- well i was soaked-right thru to my capri's) so i ditch the gitch, and fortunately before the show i had been browsing in a couple of shops and had found this great little skirt that was on sale, it was a little revealing for me, but it was such a good price, so no big deal if i don't ever wear it right, so i had that but no gitch, so i slipped it on (sans thong), now i never dress this way in public, and i thought for sure someone would notice, or my skirt would blow up in the wind, but before i would find that out, i wanted to fix my makeup, i started to dab my face with some cool water, looking into the mirror, i seemed to see someone else staring back at me- i saw two eyes- deep as emeralds, glowing behind my delicate lashes flashing an image of myself in a very different way- I liked what i saw, but i didn't recognize myself- a little spooked, i gathered myself together, and left the building of the theatre, it was a mild night with a slight breeze, and the walk home was kind of dreamlike- i eventually made it home, i dreamt about phi that night, and for a about a week after that~ some pretty sexy dreams, and some very emotional ones too. I've never tried to meet him, i didn't want to taint that experience, besides what was i going to say 'Hi i'm trish i had an orgasm watching you on stage tonite.' I still don't understand it. My eye colour has remained the same ever since then- freaky eh! freaky but true. And to think i almost didn't go to see that stupid show, i mean i was kind of a mess, my boyfriend had broken up with me about a week before, and i needed to take my mind off of the break-up.

forever green
~trish (GTA)
Thanks Trish, thats a doozy of a story! i'll blog it for sure. twice eh?~i'm green with jealousy! lol
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PHI BULANI Fan Club~ Snake Charmer

Snake Charmer

eyes that steady
this soulful gaze
draw us inward
a closer maze
pulling long
with swell and heave
love so lives
that hearts may cleave
breathing closer
still closer in hot exchange
where spirit sheds flesh
it's naked clothing lay
now charged beneath
so fleshes spirit bare
each a lonely witness
to wills bequeath
Atlas myself
myself to me
i am released
a' las i'm free. Sssssss.


I met him at an party. He was different. We talked about art, poetry, fears, life journeys. He's an incredible listener. I shared with him that i wanted to be a writer, and he said "then your half way there" I know it doesn't sound like much, but it was enough, when i got back to my apartment i penned this poem. I take a lot of pleasure in writing, i never know who will read it, but that doesn't matter as much as the act of writing itself.





Tuesday, March 14, 2006

PHI BULANI Fan Club ~defining moment


c r a z e d w i t h a r d e n t e m o t i o n a l a d m i r a t i o n.


Hi , the word fan conjures up alot of different ideas for people. i think it comes down to feeling of connection.